random incidents

what seem like random incidents in history have a pattern when we look from an arial point of view. if we are inside it, we can not see this. we have to move away to observe it. any habit has a pattern. we replace old with the new habit. pattern has a rhythm. so does a habit. it creates a comfort zone. familiar one. how do we deal with waiting? switch to a habit and feel comfortable indulging in it. to distract from facing the void of the moment. to escape from the emptiness and loneliness of the now. but art making helps one to face this abyss effectively as art has this uncertainty embedded in it anyway. it transforms loneliness to solitude. white noise to harmonious arrangements. emptiness to positive nothingness. vaccum/void to endless space.